after you met a new girl....
you have change......
you stop messaging me....
you stop calling me late night....
you stop chating with me online....
you just stop contacting me.....
when I call you........
I thought that you will ask how am i....
But just straight babble about the girl.....
How you met her,how preety is she,how perfect is she,how you wish she was your special girl...
It just hurt me so deply....
Without you realize I cry silently in the other end....
Knowing that I don’t have a chance with you anymore....
I pretend like nothing happen.....
I play along wiling.....
I rather hurt my heart than hurt yours...
you keep telling me about the girl....
day by day......
asking me all sort of questions like...
‘why is she acting this way’
‘do you think she like me’
‘what is the perfect present to give a girl’
‘I miss her like hell’
‘I want her to me my special girl’
I helped him...
While the wound in my heart is getting deeper than ever...
When you finally get to ask her out...
You ask me to follow you to see her....
Cause you were nervous and scared to be rejected....
You saw them hugging tightly....
How you hope that the girl was you instead of her....
How you hope that you can be his special girl....
when the you call me to meet her.....
I quickly wipe my tears.....
Not wanting you to know that i like you...
You were right.....
She is way better than I am...
She is perfect to be your perfect girl..
I felt like the ugly duckling....
You deserve someone better than me....
Someone like her....
you ignore all the words and question that i asked you...
i just standing behind you and the girl....
as I see you were happy with her instead of me...
I don’t want to be the barrier between you and her....
i saw both of you were talking happily....
you sweet smile have touch my heart...
but the smile from you is not for me...
it's for the girl....
everything is gone...
the sweet smile...
the connection...
the feelings...
the hope...
is gone now...
gone forever..
and I’l never get to win it back..
I miss the way things are...
I really do...
I hope you would still remember me...
Even when you are with her....
Goodbye my hope..
by cherline
but i change it for her
